Missing you

We meet for the first time in many days. We missed each other. We met, and spent our time together.

Second day, we still missed each other. We dated, and spent our time more together.

Third day, where every of our love stories have to be cut with our individual lives. We say goodbye, and I miss him already.

I can feel my heart aching in a few minutes after you were gone.

1 hour.

Pain.

2 hours.

Aching.

4. hours

Crying.

6 hours.

Sobbing.

9 hours.

Breaking.

I cry in my sleep, missing someone so bad that it hurts you physically and emotionally. Wishing that he would be there instantly calming you again with his presence.

.

The next day, we chatted. But you know what, my heart is really clenching so hard not to burst crying again.

It feels like I'm ready to grab my purse and go to everywhere you are, right at this moment. 

I really really miss you.

I want to hug you more.

I want to kiss you more.

I want to take care of you more.

I want to love you more.

And the highest point right now is,

I don't want to lose you anymore.

Special to, R.